Ugly

Possibly unpopular opinion incoming. If you can't handle a simple opinion, please leave now. Think before you comment, please.

I know, I lauded those who strive to have reasonable amounts of confidence in themselves in another stamp.

However, when I look in the mirror, I just sit and hate the way I look. 5% of the time, I feel alright and passably presentable. The other 95% of the time, a big part of me wants to burn it to ashes or saw it all off. Some of the things I hate about myself could possibly be remedied- just gotta put more effort into trimming the barrel gut, or finding an effective way to eradicate facial hair short of laser treatments I'll probably never have the money for. Other things, well, I only have bad genetics to blame for my short stature, sandpaper-like skin, and high hairline/thinning hair.

Sometimes, I feel so fucking hideous that I prefer to stay at home where nobody will see me. If I am forced to go out, I'm half-tempted to wear a hoodie with the hood up even in the sweltering heat of summer so nobody can see how bloody ugly I actually am.